- sick of being unhappy
- not liking my reflection in the mirror
- not being able to buy clothes that I thought were cute
- deeply contemplating what kind of legacy I wanted to leave my daughters
- not able to keep up with my daughters
- not living my ideal life
- What is happiness to me?
- What do I want my relfection to look like?
- Where do I want to shop?
- What do I want my daughters to learn from me?
- What do I need to do to keep up with my daughters?
- What is my ideal life?
What is happiness to me? Feeling free from debt. Having minimal stress. Living life to the fullest. Feeling at home in my home. Being comfortable in my skin.
What do I want my reflection to look like? Like this chick from my class reunion in Sept of 2013. I am totally loving those calves. Those calves are the result of a good diet and exercise.
Where do I want to shop? I would love to walk by any store in the mall, walk in, try on the cute number in the window, and it look good on me. I also want the budget to purchase the cute clothes...yes, this goes against some minimalistic principals, but more on that later. But, what can I say, I really like looking good. I don't care how superficial that sounds.
What do I want my daughters to learn from me? I want them to learn that their body is the only one that they have. They need to take care of it by fueling it with wholesome foods and getting enough exercise.
What do I need to do to keep up with my daughters? I don't want to be the mom sitting on the sidelines. I want to be engaged and involved in their lives. We have so much more fun playing than we do sitting on the couch. I want them to learn inner strength, perseverance, love, compassion, and kindness from me.
What is my ideal life? My ideal life is one where I am not struggling to hold it all together. I have enough income to cover my bills, save some, and have some for having fun. I don't have debt; well, maybe a mortgage. I have a healthy diet and do a lot of from scratch cooking. I have time to exercise. I love myself. I work to live. I spend time with my daughters. I feel safe and secure. I am calm.
OK, so I was well on my way to achieving that, and now you are wondering what happened....
Well, there is more to come.